My Story

I wasn’t born on the edge of the world, but I’ve lived there most of my life.
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Working-class, military-brat beginnings meant 14 schools, endless boxes, no roots. Constant movement trained my instincts to track safety, even when there was none. I learned to disappear before I could be left behind. I learned to rebel before I could be caged.
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And I got caged anyway.
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By the time I hit adulthood, I’d swallowed the lies: you’re too much, you’re not enough, you’re unlovable, unworthy, incapable. Those stories weren’t mine, but they lived in me like fact. They dictated every choice, every relationship, every quiet self-abandonment. Until they didn’t.
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I spent a decade in the police force. Another uniform. Another version of survival. A badge that carried me through trauma, death, systemic rot, and the heartbreak of losing my mum. I thought strength was suppression. But my body knew better. My soul began screaming. And eventually, I listened.
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What followed wasn’t a spiritual glow-up. It was collapse. It was grief. It was ancestral poverty clawing at my throat and the wild knowing that I could not, would not, pass it on.
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So I went looking. Not for answers, but for truth.
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I trained with elders. Sat with death. Studied magic, alchemy, sacred law. I stopped outsourcing power. I stopped apologising for being here. I stopped pretending I could heal without unravelling first.
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I became the woman who walks with bones, who dreams with the old gods, who teaches others to remember what they are.
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Now, I teach what I’ve lived.
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I hold space for those ready to reclaim their own fire - not some curated version of healing, but the raw, mythic, blood-and-dirt remembering that your life was never meant to be small.
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I’m here for the ones who don’t fit, who’ve lived a thousand deaths and are ready to rise without leaving themselves behind.
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I’m not your guru. I’m not interested in performance. I am a guide, a teacher, a fierce devotee of transformation and truth.
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I am a Teacher of Sacred Wisdom, Seer and Bone Oracle, Kundalini Yoga Teacher, and Alchemist - not because it sounds good on a website, but because this is the work that saved my life. This is the work that changes lives. This is the work that works.
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And if you’ve made it this far, I’ll say this:
You already know.
You wouldn’t be here if you didn’t.
Let’s walk the rest of the way together.
Tracy Marie xx